Wednesday, December 29, 2010

'Allow me to return to my previous position of ignorance.'

I'm not upset, quite the opposite. I'm heartless. I broke up with my boyfriend and felt nothing. I don't care about anything any more. Nothing gets to me (bar my mother.)  It's not a bad thing, I know, but it is when every emotion is clearly not there. I can be happy, I can giggle and have a laugh and I can get those small 'cry' moments. But I don't cry. My depression has gone from overwhelming to completely the opposite. The pain I felt just went away within a week. 

I literally feel heartless.

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