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So then out of the blue, you get this feeling. The sort of feeling that you don't wanna get. You can see yourself dragging that silver across your bicep, your thigh - anywhere. You can feel the relief as it cuts your flesh. It's a most familiar feeling. You don't want it, but you need it? It's gloomy and slightly green with madness. Hello, I am broken and I'll be your narrator this evening.